You probably wondering what the title of the post means, or if you do you know it's the first line of a Christmas Carol, that was the last song my dad and I ever sang together ever anywhere, we sang it together in church i cant rememeber the year. But it was before he fell sick i don't think I have sang in front of any congregation ever since.
I really don't like Christmas, it's not my favorite part of the year, my dog a white retriever called terry had not been home for like a day which was very unusual, i loved this dog, it was so smart. I could go on and on i won't stop.
So i went looking for it shouting it's name till i was pointed in the direction of a dead dog by someone who guessed we were looking for a dog. As soon as I saw it my heart sank i cried all the way home, i recall the sound of Boney M Christmas carol playing on the stereo. That Christmas was not a great one, i really can't remember what happened that year, but i remember my dad talking to me, trying to make me understand what life was all about. While i was walking him to the bustop one day he was going to work.
I have been wondering for a while now, is there really life after death?
How are we going to relate with our dearly departed, if we end up being reunited in the "after life" what are we going to talk about? How do we catch up?. Have you ever sat down to think about it?.
I really don't know how i would handle it, i miss my dad yeah, but i don't know how i would handle it. Was the whole life after death a made up story so we won't feel we would be gone for good, and eventually fade away over time.
IT DOESN'T JUST MAKE SENSE
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